La Fog

I wonder...are we really accepting or simply apathetic?

The distinctio
I am making is we have awareness of our pain body now and the Power of Now thanks to Mr Tolle. We strive to create money and meaning thanks to Mr Robbins. We heal and develop archetype awareness thanks to Ms Myss. We embrace our addictions thanks to Ms Katie. We ignite change and fall into our tribe thanks to Mr Godin. I could go on distinguishing my interpretation of what piece in the pie the great leaders have bought us in our self - discovery journey.

What is key is the integration of them in our lives. It may also not be possible to integrate more than one perspective at any one time. It maybe possible for some of us with “ADD” to integrate many at one time and then justify our inability to focus on one thing at a time as ‘simul -tracking’ or quantum intelligence. Either/or works there is no right way. There is though immense power in this new way of energetic creation of being able to focus and direct energy into one thing/structure developing the skill of absolute focus and direction of energy.

We all possess a unique processing plant in our brains and the ways we integrate learning vary. What interests me is the collective patterning that is like a FOG we carry as a vibration that permeates through us all. The above contributions are fantastic yet how much information or awareness do we have of our collective/soul vibrational patterning? How real do we want to get regarding this? How much do we want to ignore what has gone before so we can create what we want NOW?

The reality is we are coded with genetic make up, DNA and this affects the choices we make in life based on our familial history. You cannot get away from it. It is what makes us human. This is also intangible, unseen and also limits and benefits our personal transformation.

No matter what an individual does we move only as fast at collective norms, yet some of us as pioneers break down paths and build new pathways that is true. Yet maybe though that is a collective need anyway and we just put our hand up to do that piece. It is nothing more. It is just the role of some.

Which brings me back to acceptance and apathy.

I am wondering are we really authentically accepting life, people, self as we are or is it just apathy? Apathy develops as a result of years of disappointment and loss. That no matter how hard we try, how much we pray, how great we get at NLP processing, how many re births we have, how many visits to Sunday church service, how giving and compassionate we become and how many vitamins we take – it all comes down to - we are ‘pissed off’. Yet we mask this with acceptance which actually for most people is resignation, which by the way is not the same as genuine acceptance.

Imagine the fog that hovers over LA or Hong Kong being inside of your body. That dense energy, toxic waste, carbon dioxide that is painful on the eyes. Nice huh - well this fog permeates through us as a vibration. To various degrees for some it may feel like 90%, others 4% yet it runs through us. This fogs biggest limitation is IT limits our access to our soul. It keeps us engaged in our personality. It keeps us on the surface of life. It also means we love positive thinking because we do NOT want to face anything negative that might dampen our progress. It’s a fog that lay’s over the top of our true self. It means we feel like not much really works for us so we judge religion, healing, personal development and/or life. It’s a gray cloud that never goes away yet is often concealed with bursts of sunshine. It becomes language like” I accept my mother for who she”, “I accept you cant get everything you want from one person”, “I accept .................” and “I accept .......................” etc etc.

We act like we accept and we become really good at it. We feel at peace because we think we have mastered this concept. We feel love in our hearts, we feel like we are gliding in life. This is our feminine energy. Then one day in life as we talk we notice our cynicism and/or better than that we judge other people as cynical or sceptical. In a quiet moment this becomes apparent or when triggered the underground rage, frustration, irritation comes to the surface. The fog is seen, we dislike this, we try and fix it, chant something, feel it – whatever process we have been taught. Then it passes and we fall back into acceptance and breathe a sigh of relief “thank god that has passed aahhhhh”. This over time becomes apathy unless you believe in self and follow through with your souls calling. It becomes disappointment because you did not do what you really wanted to do. You spent your life accepting things as they are. Which to me translates as “ I am contributing to humanity staying the same”. With no real change in the value system of us as individuals and as the collective.

We have become great at building things and inventing new ways to communicate yet, how great are we at accessing what is our souls path, standing for it, really challenging givens and being a genuine example of what we all speak of and wish to create? When I say this I am not meaning ‘it looks all positive and hopeful’. I mean it looks REAL, AUTHENTIC, GOOD & BAD. That is what is the truth of who we are as humans and this journey. That is what we all long to face and fall into – because then there is no trying, hope or faith – your being true to the place in which you reside and this is an expansive state when we settle into this place. There is no right way to be, thing to say and idea to action.

Why don’t we do this? We don’t believe - that is the truth. We make excuses about other people, we place this on others and the truth is we don’t want to stand for this. We don’t believe we can do this – and maybe we don’t believe we will make money honouring this, people will like us or it maybe as simple as I prefer the path of least resistance. The essence of us seems challenged to believe in the goodness and truth of existence and that it will give us what we want.

Now you could say that is a god issue, faith conce
or trust is lacking. Typically then an individual would go and work on that, to develop themselves. Compartmentalization again of the self journey? mmmmmmmmmmm

There has got to be another way. Imagine if it was not all personal, some of it definitely and not all of it. Imagine if we live in this fog blissfully unaware and are way more brain washed than we realize with concepts, ideas and ways of doing things. We may think we are a free - thinker but this is silent and unseen what runs through as vibrational collective norms. Choice is something we think we live from but really how much choice do you really have in your life?

I think the fog is what actually creates apathy and we live in a contracted state in this. We become dependant on exte
al people and ideas to motivate and inspire us. We need the next hit to stay passionate. We want someone to activate us so we burn for them? We say all the right things and are blissfully unaware of how we are not fully aligned to our speech, words and actions.

When we finally embrace and accept the people we love as they are, when have no desire to fix others, heal self and make everything better we become acceptance, that being very different to “ accepting.” The wounded healer is no longer wounded, we have transcended the learning of that phase of our life. We have been honest with ourselves and see now our desire to ‘build’ people, inspire them, lead has all been activated by the selfish ride of healing our wounded healer.

Once this is our realisation there is a place to add onto this. That is a TAKE IT vibration and is the genius value of our masculine energy. That is a money -making vibration. That is a leading vibration. That is a multi dimensional vibration. That is an expansive vibration. When this is what we live from and what we experience as a sensation inside of self then we are on our souls path. We are able to merge concepts like acceptance, plus embrace the truth of our apathy plus now lead beyond this – opening ourselves to life and life experiences which are truly expansive and expressive. Following the path that we co create into new territory. Developing what comes, maybe with no vision but deep faith in our abilities as co creators of life. Merging the capacity to bring forth the sensation and information through our feminine with our masculine that delivers this into matter/form. Then trusting the process, accepting all as it is and knowing it takes form. As soon as this shows UP all we have to do now is TAKE IT.

There ain’t no apathy in that!