Things that go Bump in the Night

~ Things that go Bump in the Night ~

How many times as a child have we awoke in the middle of the nightnfrom a scary dream and been frightened by "monsters under the bed"nor in the cupboard. How many times have we begged to have a lightnleft on, the door left open, and curled up under the blankets sonthat no-one can see us. And when we have "grown up" and dismissednthose childish fantasies and vivid imageries' of night time, do wenlook back and wonder why we felt that way?

What is it that we bring into this world with us? What is it thatndwells in the lower level of our consciousness and is hidden only byncommon sense? What is it? And why do we dismiss it, not deal withnit, hide our fears through being "mature" and really just push ifnback in the neither regions where we believe it came form.

Maybe it is because we know it is real. Maybe it is because we knownthat we are not ready to deal with it, it is scary, frightening andnto woo woo for us to deal with. Maybe we are just too normal tonallow ourselves to believe in such rubbish. Maybe?

From my own experience, as they are as real to me as yours are tonyou, I can perhaps lead you back down memory lane and ask you in allnhonesty it you have ever suffered from childhood nightmares. In allnhonesty you would say about 99 percent of you…YES.

Now if I asked it they still happen, would you be as honest?
Probably not, you could be honestly stating a fact, but I bet if yountruly looked at your evening/night hours you would find times whennyou did feel scared, for no logical reason. But would you admit it,nprobably not.

So with that thought in mind, I ask you to look honestly at yourselfnand admit to your fears, to yourself, then walk down memory lane andnaddress what has happened to you. Just think about it, look atnit….as you would a picture you have pulled out of an old album.
Then put it back and walk away. Now you have at least acknowledgednit. It is real, it happened and you are still here.

Let us now take a look at the nighttime horrors, experiences thatnhappen to us even now; those things that happen when as lightnworkers we are struggling to understand our spirituality, and wherenit is taking us on our journey. If you were to tell me that nothingnhas happened to you, then I would know that you are lying, either tonme, which is ok, but to yourself which is not ok. Bringing outnthose experiences and dealing with them is the main lesson on ourndevelopment. It is the primary teaching tool for us to grasp andnuse.

The concept that we are in control gets lost the momentna "happening" happens. We lose control, and cry for help, ornsay "GO AWAY" we are scared. Very Scared!

For instance; you are just dropping off to sleep, the light from thenmoon is shining through the window, the curtains are fluttering andnthe cool breeze feels wonderful after a really hot day. You cuddlendown and close your eyes, only for them to spring apart as all ofnyour fight or flight senses are awakened. You lay there expandingnyour senses to feel, hear, smell, see without moving. Something isntickling those hairs on the back of your neck, you are as still asnthe rock in the garden, and the air is so full of suspense it couldnblow any moment. Then; the bed moves, a weight descends upon it.
Now bearing in mind if you are either with a partner or not, thisntime you are on your own. It usually happens to me when I am on mynown…bears thinking about.

You become even more still if that is possibly, and you think. Inclosed the doors, the cats are outside, you do that twice…nod innyour mind…feeling the presence you think even more rapidly; as ifnyou could do this normally, and you never have! You go through you
partners flight plan, how when, time, place, etc, could he/she,ncould not…NO it is not him/her scenario. Come to the conclusionnwithin 2 seconds flat, this is not the cats, this is not my partner…nso what is it?: and your mind goes blank, the hairs stand on endnand you are praying as hard as you have ever done in your life.

Fear usually gives way to exhaustion and you fall asleepneventually. To awake in the morning and either worry about it ornput it down to a bad dream.

Now take this one step further. You have dealt with the lastnscenario for about a year now. Never the same, but always the samenreactions, right.
Then, it changes….the air gets thicker, and it can. You start tonsee shapes, outlines, a face, feel/see skin, fur, feel someonenmoving on the bed as though they are lying down beside you. Feelnthem breathing on you, and that one is scary.
Even "hear" sound, like laughter, whispering, muttering, but cannnever make it out.

Of course you have come up with some really good prayers by now.
And if you have been sensible you have been reading and researchingnfor understanding of the "experiences" that are happening to you.
You have come up with some really good tools that you are verynpositive might/will work? Till the next time…you pray…a littlenmore fervid, a little more desperate, but you still resort to thenold standby…PRAYER.

Then morning is here, a bad dream, could not have happened. Orncould it? Now this can go on for years and years.
Until you accept that something is going on, acknowledge that younare not going to the loony bin. That during the day you are normal,nsensible, well occasionally a little loopy…and who isn't, then younare not going to learn how to stop it.
Only by acknowledging that something is happening can you be rid ofnit.

You can't move a rock if it is not there, and so it will continue tontrip you up every time you walk "through" it.

These happenings can get worse or better, depending on you. Theyncan manifest more; to the point that you are under attack, and tonthe point that you are in no doubt that you are dealing with somenkind of spirit manifestation. Be it malevolent or benevolent.

It is then up to you to take control, and this all comes down tonwill power, over yourself and over spirit. It does no earthly goodnjust shouting at what comes in…that is physical trying to act uponnspiritual. That does not happen. Only spirit can act upon spirit.
So acknowledging that you too are spirit and in control of yourself,nthat you are responsible for all of your actions on this world andnyourself, is the key to your control over what happens to you fromnthe spiritual realm.

Never ever forget that spirit is no better or worse than we are herenon the earth plane.
It is only when we learn to reach for those higher vibrations, tonthose teachers, masters and angels who have left behind the cycle ofnreinca
ation, that we can bypass if we want the spirit that not sonlong ago was like us, in a psychical body.

Personal experience is a really good way to learn. Not always nice,nbut it soon makes you sit up and take notice. The times I was toldnthat spirit can't hurt you. Hmm! I believe that that is a personalnbelief, and I won't boohoo them, but they where not there when I wasnbeing strangled by an unseen force. Being laid upon, beingnsuffocated, having my bedclothes whipped off me.

They where not there when spirit lifted my bed up and pushed me onnthe floor, nor there when I had poison ivy rubbed on my leg and camenup with a very painful rash. So many examples and I could go on andnon.
Does this make me loopy…that's debatable? I still managed to run anhousehold and go to work, interact sensibly with the outside world,nwhile my whole psyche was up in arms over what was happening to me.

It has taken me nearly ten years to sort out some of the whys andnwherefores of the experiences. The ultimate conclusion for me was;nit was my wake up call, and I had to learn to deal with it.

I did, but it was done without any outside help, because when Inasked for it I was told that "Like attracts like" a very negativenand unfeeling reply to a cry for help.

So I say to you. If anything like this is happening to you. Go outnand talk about it. Ask your Guides, and they are there, to help younto understand and to send you help. Ask on the wonderful spiritualnforums out on the internet. Ask until you get an answer thatnresonates with you.

I can offer some of the help that I used at the beginning until Inlea
t to cope and to be rid of the worst of it….and it stillnhappens to me, only now if is 99 percent benevolent, the other 1npercent is still my learning curve, curving away somewhere.

My method, if you care to use it.

Get comfortable and preferably on your back in bed. Take a fewncalming breaths, and then see yourself putting on your spiritualnarmour.
Start at your feet, taking time to put on each piece of armour sonthat it completely covers you from head to toe. Make sure that younput on your chain shirt then your plated armour over your chest andnyour chain balaclava before your helmet.
See them in shining white, glowing and strong and surrounded in thenwhite shinning light of the Divine.
Now when you have finished, call on Archangel Michael, and ask himnto stand above you to protect you, stand below you to protect you,nstand on your left side to protect you and stand on your right handnside to protect you. Next ask that he stands behind you to guardnyou and in front to shelter you from harm. I promise you that itnworked for me. The only times it didn't was when I forgot to do it.

If you find that too involved, you can always use my other method,nwhe
I was too tired to go through all of that.

Very simple, but not I found as strong. I saw myself in a eggnshaped balloon that was made of strong invisible white light, withnall the colours of the rainbow shining through it. Just like a soapnbubble. I then doubled it, got comfortable and went to sleep, withna slight murmur for Archangel Michael to protect me during my sleep.

With my love, and hopes that somewhere out there this finds a homenthat needs it.

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