Musings of an Intuitive Denialist

Intuitive NarrativeStory spawned from experience. Missing fragments filled in by Me. Story spun through dreams, Truthfully, I have never been in love, deep forms of lust, but no real bonds. Sex for Me is a broken replayed records skipping more than occasional beat. If I am going have orgasm I need love. why I've never experienced orgasm. Love comes from heart, communication, understanding, and growing together. True love willingness to grow without fear of judgement. Don't form relationships until mature enough to handle work schedules, career changes, emotionally ready to give, and receive. Minds change constantly, don't to chose or settle. I advocate against marriage. If you can't trust partner. Marriage does not reconcile loneliness, insecurity, finance, or worth tax credit. If marriage chips away @ piece of mind was cost of marriage worth expense of Independence? Leaving marriage opens a whole new issue, people are still divorcing after 5 years. Why? Neither party was heard.